letter to the love of my life that never reached her the axeman letter season 3 episode 5 february 14, 2023.

i never meant for you to know me. I never meant to let you in, but then i should not have watched you, not the first time certainly not the second. But there is a light in you so bright, it makes me feel like the man i wish i was and forget thr robot i am. I am chained to certain obsessions and have damned another to my fate. what i am i cannot answer and im still soul searching for it. But i also desire deeply and i can love, as i love you.